Trapped

I feel like you all became like a blur here



shadowy men and women

pass me over



some stay to have a chat



love you all

being disgusted at the same time



that fight inside

so many dialogues

with me

with God

with my upper self



all the same

with the same



without shame



i cant suicide again

i passed that Karma

i don t even have that plenty of egoism now



though it would be different now



most of suicides

are based on egoism

on a "pay off"



i owe none anything like this



TRAPPED..